Do You Believe in Miracles

“You Don’t Know How Big Your God Is”

6 years old another Christmas and your daddy’s drunk and passed out on the floor

Your daddy loves you but I’m your Father and I love you more

8 yrs old your innocence suddenly taken leaving you so confused

You don’t know how big your God is and he will see you thru

16 pregnant and a baby due in May

Marriage is the only way you’ll be accepted you hear your parents say

You don’t know how Big your God is so you marry the very next day

Now divorced...Left for another over and over - my kids hate me- I am a worthless mother and useless wife living now on my own

You don’t know how big your God is and I promise you are not alone

Waking up on the concrete of a 6x9 cell

You answer is heroin and this addiction has got you to jail

Being released time after time because with each arrest came a much bigger crime

You don’t know how big your God is he will love you better than this heroin high but now you’ve lost your faith in me and all you do is blame the guys

Full blown Heroin addict and now living on the streets...

You don’t know how big your God is and He wants to set you free

You just left the abortion clinic you let them take your baby before his life had even begun

You don’t know how big your God is He forgives you and is in heaven holding your only son

Homeless and broken you just want to die

So dead inside you can’t even cry

Beaten, raped, and about to burn to death -You see the lighters you smell the gas

You just know this is your last breath

You don’t know how big your God is but first these old ways must die...“I promise to set you free,”the Lord says-but you must listen to truth and not these lies

You see in all my unclear moments He was the one keeping me strong

Looking back this is how my story has always gone

When the world had turn there back on me and I was blinded by fear

I didn’t know how big my God was all I saw was waisted years

My God is so big he has been right here

He has shown me truth and today I have nothing more to fear

For it is by Grace you have been saved, through faith and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God. Ephesians 2:8 NIV

My God is so big he has taken away my pride

He gives me hope and shows me truth whenever I start to believe the enemies lies

Like when he tells me I will never marry again, that I am worthless and the only thing I would be able to give any man was strife

That’s when my God reminds who I am in His eyes, that He loves me and I’ve been through all the things so that I could be the Godly daughter, mother, friend, sister, and YES even a Godly future wife

My God is so big he not only loves me but he loves you too

He has literally raised me from death to bring Him the glory and hope to all of you

My days today are not like yesterday

My life is it not perfect and I don’t pretend it to be

“Just For Today”works for some but for me it’s JESUS, the one step, the only step

His name is above all other names and the only name I had to memorize and had to say

My God is so BIG- He is making ways you and I know nothing about that would probably not make any sense if we did

But it’s ok we don’t have to understand everything we aren’t on Let’s Make A Deal and we don’t have to gamble or bid

All we have to do is put our faith and trust in Him and love Him with all our heart

He is faithful to bring things Full Circle because it was ALL HIM from the start

By Wendi Wetherington