A Girls Heart's Desire

"One Thing I Desire”

My fears are full of tears and sorrow Here today yet I keep saying I’ll do it tomorrow

Not sure if I should leave so played the role in the meantime Truth be told the curtain already fell and it was me left with no lines

What’s left to say, we’ve all been here before Do I give up or do I love them more

Praying to God for answers that only He knows Should I stay...... Or is it my time to go

My needs and your wants have now collided I can’t deny what your heart has decided

Do I leave and remember the memories of laughter Or do I stay and pray for Happily Ever After

When I’m with you the moments they always seem to last I love you.... but now you know my past

So hard to admit but harder to show So I ask myself again should I stay....Or is it my time to go

I know I’m not the person I used to be But when they look at me I always wonder what do they see

When you think of ways to cast the blame But you know it always reverts back to you, your choices, and shame Is it too late...... that I don’t know Again the decision should I stay.....or should I go

It’s time to stop stalling and time to decide Why is this so hard when you think there is nothing to hide But you remember the drugs, jail, and street life You ask yourself what happened and how did you get to the other side The men and girls as you practiced deceit The life of addiction and life of defeat

All the while there is one thing that remains There is always a purpose for all of your pain

You see I met a name Jesus and He set me free Once I was blind, but with one touch I could see

Beauty for ashes is the gift I have been given The blood of Jesus has washed me clean and from the east to west my sins forgiven.....

Now it’s time again to start telling my story It’s time to stop robbing God of all His glory

So whether you stay or whether you go I don’t know and it doesn’t really matter The Lord will always make a way He is the final judge....He has the final say

At the end of our journey called life and when it’s all said and done The one thing I know we both desire are these words...... “Well done my good and faithful servant and into heaven you may come“

By- Wendi Wetherington

Beauty for ashes is the gift I have been given The blood of Jesus has washed me clean and from the east to west my sins forgiven

Now it’s time again to start telling my story It’s time to stop robbing God of all His glory

So whether you stay or whether you go I don’t know and it doesn’t really matter The Lord will always make a way He is the final judge....He has the final say

At the end of our journey called life and when it’s all said and done The one thing I know we both desire are these words...... “Well done my good and faithful servant and into heaven you may come“

By- WendI Wetherington